Had one of those weeks where nothing is right, but I can’t put a pin on what is actually wrong… I’m grumpy and out of sorts, but not actively so, so,
yeah, no clue what is wrong with me ~ and I do not think there is really anything “wrong” with me, I’m just…
Out of sorts.
Perhaps it is just the transition to winter, the time to sleep and renew? Perhaps I am ready to move along to the next chapter (thing, arena, SOMETHING??!!??) in my life?
I simply do not know at this very moment. As I sit here and try to be patient ~ not an easy thing for me, never has been, and probably never will be.
Feels like I have been waiting for a very long time for everything, anything in my life ~ but if I push to hard, I get slapped ~ I either get burned, or sick, or just plain used up, I can not seem to figure out how to transition gracefully from one thing to another? Maybe I am just destined to help others find their way, without ever really knowing my own “destiny” if you will.
Maybe that is what I am supposed to do.
Be the support staff.
hmmmm…. bears thinking more upon.
time for a toddy (the Cap’n is waiting)
sleep sweet ~ g’night moon!